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Eyes that burn with anger and deep hurt;
Hands that clench as tears roll down my cheeks;
A smile that lights the room and my own heart.
These are typical things for me;
I am able to show compassion and care for people
And look at the world around me with a brilliant smile.
I am able to have hope.
However, I also feel incredible anger and hatred for others.
I hate people who walk all over others; including myself.
I despise when others assume my gentle nature
Is an excuse to comment on my life; like how I have few friends,
Or how all of my girlfriends have lived so far from me...
I hate the fact that it hurts me so deeply
That my only option is to just smile and try to look for happiness.
I also feel incredible amounts of heart ache and misery;
When people express their sadness that I feel responsible for.
When those closest to me go away for a long time.
When I can't do anything but sit there and watch...
I cannot break from this pain and it kills me.
So instead of letting it totally consume me, I smile once again
And try so hard to find a light in my inner darkness.
I really do try not to be so negative about my life.
But when all I can do sometimes is shove down
The anger
And the heart break,
And smile, I find myself retreating more into my inner self.
Hiding behind the smile I always put on.
Hands that clench as tears roll down my cheeks;
A smile that lights the room and my own heart.
These are typical things for me;
I am able to show compassion and care for people
And look at the world around me with a brilliant smile.
I am able to have hope.
However, I also feel incredible anger and hatred for others.
I hate people who walk all over others; including myself.
I despise when others assume my gentle nature
Is an excuse to comment on my life; like how I have few friends,
Or how all of my girlfriends have lived so far from me...
I hate the fact that it hurts me so deeply
That my only option is to just smile and try to look for happiness.
I also feel incredible amounts of heart ache and misery;
When people express their sadness that I feel responsible for.
When those closest to me go away for a long time.
When I can't do anything but sit there and watch...
I cannot break from this pain and it kills me.
So instead of letting it totally consume me, I smile once again
And try so hard to find a light in my inner darkness.
I really do try not to be so negative about my life.
But when all I can do sometimes is shove down
The anger
And the heart break,
And smile, I find myself retreating more into my inner self.
Hiding behind the smile I always put on.
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One Weird Family 2
~Perfect Parent~
Kim Possible snapped out of her daze and put her fists up again. "Stop fooling around Shego! Hand over the child you just kidnapped and we can do this the easy way or the hard way. Your choice."
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One Weird Family 4
~Perfect Couple~
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Kim and Shego had decided that it would be safer for Reyna to stay with the hero. Since Shego was still a wanted criminal. Kim had urge
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Why pretend?
I'm sorry you hurt. This is a hard world to live in, isn't it? I hurt, too.
I'm sorry you hurt. This is a hard world to live in, isn't it? I hurt, too.