CinderellaWaiting for a coachand fourthat never came,she realizeda ball gownwon't bloomout of sackloth;glass slippersare not dependableand miceare best leftto their own devices.Midnight was never a friend,and under that suithe is the same as any otherman.
IcarusSun girl,the whispering stars& feathered clouds dance for you tonight.Do not let anyoneclip your wings;you were made for the skies.
Definition of a Writerwrit•ernoun /rītər/A writer is a personWho sees the world differentlyFrom a high perspective of understandingTo an easily balanced imageryThey stand at the edge of the cliffAnd run that extra mileTo gain what a normal person cannot seeAnd to obtain the hope that they wish to cherishA writer is a personWho buries their ego and places boulders upon itThey learn the rules, follow the rules, and will break the rulesAnd make writing their ownThey lay upon the dusty old ground of a graveyardAnd do an annual ritual to free the inspiration that has been pinned downThey want to show their abnormality to everyone
Red DressDon’t put on your red dress for he doesn’t know the meaninghe doesn’t want the commitmenthe doesn’t care for the color.The red dress you love to wearthat’s stained from wine and beerbut still carries so much meaningfor who could find a second red dressDon’t go out on your red dress for the man who wants nothing moreto screw around and doesn’t understandthe meaning behind a simple red dress.A red dress for when you dance.A red dress for when you cry.A red dress for when you need it.A red dress for when you care too much.Don’t put on your red dress for him darlinghe doesn&rsqu
moonshines in georgiaman on the moon:giddy with lumps of north georgia seasgreased on the crease of my lipsgravity drips from couch-cavitieswhen tides belch from below --burst on the water's edge,earth's bourbon sailors retch in moonshined ripplestrickled blue murder on their crinkled crimes; raking water wrinkles like a wayward drunkstuck on sunken bootleggin' dreams.it's been a long, long time since I've drowned your hemisphere for fishing like a moonraker, swishing my bait-lines like tobacco's squished in your shallow gumsbefore you dare to down my airbreathing in this sincere georgia night.
L.E.S.B.I.A.N.Living on the Edge of lifeSaving myselfBeing who I truly amAs it is all i can beNever forget that
Broken Birds and Stark PhrasesWe slip and slide and fall down curves and carrow places.We cursive at the wallin our undefinéd spaces.Disjointed limbs extendto strumpet our arrival,to warn who are not friendswe will kill to survive all.Hung upside-down hauntershug branches in the Forrest.Merry nightmare monsters,Cheery snarling chorus,Arachnic children know;you can run but you can't hidefrom this disparic truth,darkness waits for you inside.Although you seek the sun,as all creaky spinsters might,the night can't be out doneand it has you in its sight.
Missing piecesMissing piecesThere are woundsthat never heal; silencesso loud they thunder - I stoppedbreathing years ago, that nightthe ice took my chest. Since thenI walk in pieces, howlingaround my heart.-SophieCT, 2012, 2013
Blame The ParentsI won't be able to keep a relationship in the future because I'm scaredI'm scared it'll turn out like theirsI'm a pacifist because I hate watching itI hate watching them fightI have PTSD because of their fightsTheir fights almost broke up this familyI self harm because they are pushing me over the edgeI was already close to jumping, but they gave me an extra pushI'm always in my room because that's how I run awayI guess that's called "Like father, like daughter"I only eat one meal a day because he constantly puts me downEven though he's joking, I can tell he means every bit of what he saysI can't trust anyone because they do
field notesi read some poetryjust for the sound--for the words lilting up and downand the thick, honeysepiapolaroids unmisting in my head.those are the poems i never understandand the only conclusion i can draw is:there is apparentlysome supernova poetic awakening that comeswith the loss of virginityand basically i need to get laid.
MorningA black cat sleeps in a ray of sunMy coffee is lousyAnother cardboard morning The day isn't a blank canvas Waiting to be paintedIts already scrawled with Yesterday's mad crayon drawingsSmoke drifts up and out of the windowI drink the coffee
The PoetFor the work of a Poet to be truly appreciatedhe must write it with his own blood and tears for inkhis soul the sharpened quill to nail the words like so many specimen of unwilling insects upon the paper.And once he has bled outbecoming the cause of his own demisethe reader is left behind to digest his soulso plainly trapped within a cage of wordshis requiem written as a love song to his Muse.
van houten must be godi. you know how in embroidered cloth,from the bottom under the design,all you see are knots? her honey-like,cryingvoice lulls me to sleep, that's what we see of God's plan.just the knots. when in reality,it's the design on top;beautiful and flawless that Hehas in store for us.bullshit.i learnt that wordwhen i was threebut every time i said it,my face hurt and mom's hand fell.God will put youin hell.do you want that?i knew better than to say it again.ii. you're an estimatedfallacy, the perfectmisconception.you don't need to existfor people to believe.they make you real withdancing tongues behinda crowdof murmuring lips ofgod's will.iii. of the rain,i sang songs, whisperingprayers only youcould hear.if you truly arewhat they say for you to be,then there are no secretsbetween you and me.mother still singsthe same songsin the rain, hopingyou'll hear her the wayi thought you would.but she doesn't know you died long agowith chiv
thieves of nocturne skiesPaper lanterns are midnight requiems That tell me to look beyond the light and have &
Monday, Erased and Re-WrittenDawn broke brittle Monday morning, the sky cracked like eggs(All done in silence beneath the roaring of my tinnitus)Twenty 'til something and I'm driving out into blazing lightLooking for what, I won't know 'til its found but itsJust so damned bright and quiet and I think of a sniper in the clock towerFallen asleep waiting to pick off his targets but how can he sleepin this goddamned brightness and nothings moving anywhereEmpty streets, has the world called in sick this morning?Am I awake? Am I alive? Am I in a movie, maybe a character in someone's book? Why don't I feel anything? Am I waiting for the writer to tell me how I feel,
The HolidaysI get into the season,Standing by the window as the snow comes down and coats the groundIn a beautiful blanket of snow.Snow on Christmas Eve is a pretty rare thing, so like everything else during the holidays,I cherish it.The menorah has all eight candles burning bright;The Christmas tree is lit and decorated with love and care;And every sort of holiday special imaginable plays on the television.My own rendition of "O Holy Night" passes through my lips,Though I am not a Christian.Followed by a song my grandma would always sing to me for Hanukkah.I am well aware that this season is incredibly cheesy and commercial.But t